Well, I have in my own way said my goodbyes…. I’ve tried over and over again. I NEED to move on. To those who showed me a dark side, we can never be the same and I will NOT miss you. In a way, you were there to cover my real pain. To the ones that stood by me *( for the most part) but for what ever reason we weren’t meant to work, sorry. We can’t do this together, we are stronger apart. I’ll always love you :) IT has to be this way. This is how I run away… this is how I cope. I will never heal if I don;t do this technique. ( you know how I am….) It’s been bittersweet. For once I spoke my mind. If you see me, pretend you do not know me. Try not to go to the places you know I will be. GOOD LUCK! (really) :’( It’ll all be okay for us in the end. It’s life.