:( I am sad I miss tumblr. I haven’t posted. I have just been so busy work and hanging out. what have I BEEN MISSING!? well here are some things, I am about to snap at my job, I want a lip ring so badly, I got struck at twice tonight. I don’t even know what else right now. oh yeah opinion what should I sing with my beloved pipes of an angel.( new love interest) duets?
Low carb/ no carb diet. Day two. So far decent. I am tempted and sad but I can do this. plus I’m not going on it alone so me and my friend will e each others support :) so can anyone give me any advice, recipes, or just good luck!?!? Lol.
Whether you have a valentine this yer or not have a nice time. I am a member of the lonely heart society hahah this year ao I’m working an staying in just watcjlhing movies and eating mexican food. Remember valentines is just with gland for your significant others but friends as family too. Make it count. Tell the ones you love how much you care and even of you are like me saying in be thankful hahah also be happy for those who don’t w someone to share it with and not bitter. And if you do have a valentine and you know that a very close friend or relative doesn’t get them a little something male them feel loves just say anything the littlest gesture can make a day and mean a lot. :) happy valentines day everyone.
So I’m driving in a car right now. These aren’t the friends I know. This isn’t how I normally feel. It’s off. Actually I’m doing everything in my power to not lose it and cry. It’s just those memories and feeling and friends can’t be replaced. What am I doing right now?! Well I mean I can’t be expected to do nothing and keep taking it. At the same time who am I to think that I could do this in the first place. Ughhh I’m frustrated. I just wanna go home but I cant we’re almost there. Maybe it’ll get better. Maybe it’ll be the worst. I just have to relax. Think positive and hope.
I just don’t wanna cry anymore. I’m slowly just giving up. Why can’t I just go back in time. Or at least be okay with things and myself.
well, I'm officially not going to be able to sleep tonight :(
Other than my phobia, I have a huge fear of …..well I won’t say it on here in fear that some mean people may use it against me lol.Anyways it’s a Long traumatizing childhood story,we don’t have time for. Well the movie on…. and I am freaking out because my sister says I need to face my fear, bitch is CRAZY! I am not gonna be able to sleep, I am freaked, someone message me get my mind off this!
and that something is an apartment with someone, that is a big step and alot of pressure, if it even happens. It is time for me to fly away from the nest. Hope we make the right decisions. The fun part is looking at the places =) I am weird I love house hunting hahah. I’m nervous. what if in the long run I can’t afford it? what if I can’t make it on my own? how will it change me? OMG growing up! what is the point!? sorry that is the nerves, I know it’s what I want maybe even what I need. I will keep yall posted. wish me luck.