well last night I had fun being me and crazy. As you can see from a few pictures I posted. Well there is this guy I am hardcore crushing on at the moment. Funny thing is we met about three months ago at work and since we have been pretty close, we hang out and talk ALOT! I love it. Now I know he may not be the best choice for a bf only because I feel like he would cheat he is always drinking and horny?!? Yeah lets go with that. This is hard to explain. Still feelings are there. I don’t wanna be a friend with benefits type of girl, I also don’t wanna lose him as a friend, and I don’t think we we would work out if we dated due to how I have already observed him and would not trust him… UGH I don’t know. what to do what to do? he is so different when we are alone verses with other people. Don’t get me wrong he is a sweetheart but grrr I don’t know! Help? advice. He has tried stuff with two of my friends, he is single though and a guy right?! He has had plenty of chances because we have been alone. He just cares about me and says he loves me…probably as a friend. I wouldn’t be so lucky… Anyways the point of this whole thing is last night we drank got drunk played truth or dare and that went a little dirty lol…..Remember we work together so today at work all the managers and employees saw the hickies on him! hahah they gave him such a hard time even though they don;t know I am responsible for that I still felt like they did and like awkward haha can you imagine. I am so glad they have no idea it’s me because they gave him a hard time so funny! well all is fair in love and war right? I mean we are fine nothing is awkward at all but I don’t wanna be that girl. sometimes I am a bad judge of everything. I’m sure you all will be hearing more about this. WHY!?